Where is home now?

Now that I find myself in the last year of school at Northwest University, it is hard for me to determine where home is. I feel almost like I have lived two separate lives and now I have the opportunity to pick who I really am.

I have had some great experiences in Seattle, I love the area, and I love the people. I could be very happy living the rest of my life in Seattle. I feel like I could find the right job and be productive.

On the other hand I still refer to California as "back home." My junior year at Northwest, first year in Seattle, I did not miss "home," but now I find myself feeling homesick more often. I miss my family, and my friends back home.

It is a tough spot I find myself in. I have two "homes," and a pretty tough decision ahead of myself.