Showing posts with label needs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label needs. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Are We Peter? Or Should We Be?

I have a friend, he's one of the smartest men I have ever met. He just happens to be gay. Because of his sexual preferences he has been scorned by many "Christians." So badly to the point where he doesn't want anything to do with Jesus.

Peter loved Jesus, no doubt about that. Even to the point of willingness to fight against Roman officials to keep Jesus from being taken away.

It is important to stand up for what we believe in, but there may be a difference in standing and fighting. 

There are people who want to learn about God, and are desperately looking for him, but are being cut off by well meaning Christians who are "fighting" for what they believe in.


Are you swinging the sword of God around so wildly that you cut off the ear of those God is trying to speak to?

Are your convictions more important than loving those around you?

The good news is that Jesus can heal the hearts of those who have been hurt by the church, just as he did the guard that had his ear cut off by Peter.

But as Christians we should live our lives in a way that makes it easier for people to love and know God, not harder.


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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

When God Does Not Provide...


... in the way you want.

We have all dealt with this subject in different ways, whether we wanted God to provide us with a car, a spouse, good grades, or whatever we may desire. But I'm sure many of us have realized that God does not work like a vending machine.

Many have heard the scriptures that say to ask for anything you need in the name of Jesus and he will provide (John 14). Or how God provides for the birds and the flowers, and he loves us so much more, he would provide for us too (Luke 12). Sometimes I think it is easy for us to expect that we will always get what we want because God loves us, but you and i both know that many have unmet wants and needs.

This year started off very difficult for me. I am originally from Sacramento California but moved up to Seattle, Washington to attend school at Northwest University after I attended 2 years of community college back home. Northwest is a private christian school where I am studying to get my bachelors degree in pastoral ministries. To make a long story short, a year and a half after attending Northwest i was unsure of how i would be able to afford continuing school. I moved back into the dorms this past spring semester unsure about whether or not I would be able to attend school. I just assumed that God would provide something or he would bend some rule in my favor, instead i was sent packing.

On top of not being able to attend school, I had to find somewhere to live within the week, I was extremely stressed to say the least. Plus I had to tell friends and family that I could not go to school, which honestly seemed a little embarrassing.
At first I was pretty upset with God. I was thinking how could you let this happen to me, after all I am going to school to be a pastor, for you! And plus you didn't really provide for me...
I could not have been more wrong! God provided me with a place to live in like two days, which was amazing. God also provided me with an amazing job as a worship leader at a local church! Beyond the physical, God has provided me with a sense of peace and security in him.
These last few months have been crazy! But I would not change anything if I had the chance because I am learning daily that God is in control and truly does provide, even when it seems like all hope is gone.
I still am not sure as of when I will be able to return to school, but I am ok with that because I know that God has a plan, though I cannot see it.
I want to leave you with a quote from Rob Bell that has brought great understanding to me through this time,
"God's idea of better is better!"
Love and Peace to you all!
Kelsey